FROM, ELIAS

spending all my time on people who don’t matter      --
sisyphus severing ties 
                  with the mountain                ignoring the composition of
earth           as a culmination of those who matter                    alone
on that mountain                           sisyphus climbs 
						                                       	  falls
								                                     crushed
digs his nails in and rises                              so it must
				                                                 matter
     on grindr               ur typing & not typing               i imagine
 u on top of me               holding me down and filling me
                                                                and i know damn well i don't	
							 	                matter to you
           // sisyphus throwing rocks at fags        dragging the biggest
						                           by leash
					                          and collar
pink dildo      ,         nails dig into the mattress
cotton mouth feels more like talc                 talc crumbling when you
fuck my throat w/
                                          hands wrapped around my ribs
                                                       meeting at a prayer 
of pushing that							

						                        on people who i don’t matter to.
					         wasting time
				         hill
	             rock up a